naturally, I am very childlike and carefree. I loved socialising, connecting with people and indulging in play with others. but years ago, my negative masculine energy overshadowed and suppressed my true essence, and I adopted an angry, harsh and controlling mindset due to a deep sense of injustice. I became trapped in a cycle of toxic patterns and burnout. now, i'm learning to heal by letting go of the need to control, releasing anger, and reconnecting with the playful, tender part of myself.